I don't know what you will think after reading this,
but everything I'm saying here is true.
These aren't just words — these are the things
I genuinely feel.
Our story was never just a relationship to me.
It became one of the most important parts of my life,
and honestly, I believe it always will be.
Do you remember 28 August 2025?
I sent you a request on Snapchat, and that was
the first time we ever talked.
At that moment, I had absolutely no idea that one day
you would become such an important person in my life.
I remember seeing you properly for the first time on
Teachers' Day, wearing that purple suit.
After knowing you and talking to you more,
my feelings slowly became something much deeper.
We started talking a little every day, sharing snaps,
talking about random things, and eventually I started
flirting with you.
Then came 20 September 2025 — the day I proposed
to you and you accepted.
I still remember how happy I felt that day.
People said many things about you.
They told me you were this or that,
but none of it mattered to me because I knew you
from our conversations and from everything
you had already shared with me.
But I also know that we both made mistakes.
And I want to accept mine first.
I talked to Aradhya, whatever my reason was.
But when I promised you that I wouldn't talk to her again,
I kept that promise.
After that day, I never talked to her again.
I still remember the day you found out.
The next day at school, when you ignored me,
I noticed that your eyes looked swollen.
Maybe you didn't notice me noticing it,
but seeing you like that made me realize how deeply
I had started caring about you.
I also know that giving you a threat was wrong.
I won't make excuses for it because I myself don't
understand why I did that.
I am genuinely sorry for it.
If I could take that moment back, I would.
And I want you to know something clearly:
my intentions toward you were never about your body
or anything physical.
I cared about you because you were you.
I was scared of losing you, and I handled that fear
in a completely wrong way.
That doesn't make what I did right,
and I'm truly sorry.
Then came the Nainital situation.
Things became a huge issue and we stopped talking.
It hurt me because I knew I hadn't done what I was
being blamed for.
At the same time, I understand that you reacted
according to what you felt and what you believed
at that moment.
I only wish we had talked about it once before
making such a big decision.
I also know there were moments when I reacted badly
to things I heard from others.
Looking back, I understand that we both should have
communicated instead of letting misunderstandings
become bigger than us.
There were things you didn't tell me about Lucky
and Mayank, and when I found out from somewhere else,
it hurt me.
But I still chose to forgive you because I didn't want
our relationship to become a competition about
who made the bigger mistake.
If you ever didn't want to stay,
I wish you had simply told me.
I would have respected your decision.
What hurts me most is finding things out from
somewhere else instead of hearing them from you.
I also remember July, when you came back from Gwalior.
Some of the things between us hurt me a lot.
Still, I tried to understand your mood and what
you were going through.
I didn't always handle everything perfectly,
but I genuinely cared.
You often ask how I can say that I love you.
I don't always know how to explain it.
But the truth is simple —
after you, I never imagined another girl
as someone I wanted in your place. ❤️
I still want you in my life.
Not because I want to force anything,
but because if you genuinely want to stay,
I want to stay beside you too.
And if someday you decide that you don't want this
anymore, I will still wish the best for you.
If you ever genuinely need me, you can message me,
and whatever I can reasonably do, I will.
I know that by disrespecting you in some moments,
I also lowered my own respect.
I understand that now.
And I don't want to repeat those mistakes.
I have been telling you that for a long time,
but this time I want my actions to prove it.
And about what I said regarding your past love story —
I didn't say it completely without a reason.
I had learned something myself, which is why I said it.
But I don't want to keep bringing it up.
If what I heard was true, you can tell me honestly.
If it wasn't true, then forgive me for believing it.
I only wish we could stop counting each other's mistakes
and start understanding them.
We both made mistakes.
We both got hurt.
But if we choose to move forward,
I want us to move forward with honesty,
communication and respect.
This is probably the last time I'm saying all of this.
If you can genuinely stay, without unnecessary doubts
and without hurting each other over the past,
I will always be there beside you.
With all my heart,
Your Adii ❤️
